Sometimes I feel smarter when watching tv, but then the commercials kill the feeling. Sometimes I get behind on emails, and then the sheer mass of them spoils all my motivation. Sometimes I think amazing things during the church service, and "life details" immediately prevent reflection. And the ideas are gone.
There's so much to do. Why on earth did I spend today resting? :) It felt really good, at least. And I'm sure it was good for me.
Tomorrow it's back to the restaurant. Romano's Macaroni Grill is sucking the marrow from my bones, these days, amidst much smacking of the lips and wiping of the mouth. I am being devoured... must... quit... soon...
But on the other hand, it's also like a drug -- I get hooked on money and power very easily. Or maybe it's just the pseudo-approval I get from people who need me EVERY DAY. Who knows?
Posted by nickles at May 22, 2005 11:55 PM | TrackBackIn regard to your first paragraph, amen and amen.
Posted by: Damien at May 27, 2005 10:11 AMi dont know if that url was right. but i approve of you. its not a psuedo approval, but its a FULL LETS EAT BROWNIES approval. YAY. lol you just said good idea. how fun it is tot alk to someone online when they're right beside you...
anyway. i know what you mean. sometimes i feel all that too. its like the stupidest thigns get in the way of...everything important. but we must keep on keepin on. God is bigger than us, praise the Lord.
i love you bobboooooooooooo
la. la la..lalal...lalalalala la la lalalalalalallala
SING WITH YOU HEAD UP WITH YOUR EYES CLOSEDDDDD NOT BECAUS EYOU LOVE THE SONG BUT BECAUSE YOU LOVE TO SING!
who cares about my spelling mistakes. you get the idea. i get the cd. mwah.
Damien! Melissa! Two of my favorite people both have affirming thoughts to post. Wow. Yeah, I'm working on emails and not losing my thoughts.
It's rough. But I like to think that the important things are going to crawl back in my head while I'm alseep. (They will find their way back to me despite incredibly unfavorable odds, like the talking animals in Homeward Bound -- now THAT was a dumb movie.)
Posted by: bob at June 1, 2005 04:48 PM